jealousy.

i hate jealousy, yet we all feel it.

maybe someone has REALLY cool boots and you want then same ones.
maybe you have a shirt but it looks better on someone else.
maybe you desperately want to see a band and you know someone who saw them.
and maybe...there's this guy.

someone who kinda makes your heart skip a beat.
someone who you just love to talk to.
someone you can always just sit with and maybe say nothing, but still have a blast.
someone like one of your best guy friends.

and when jealousy gets in the mix; it sucks.

something twists in your heart when you see them laughing with other girls.
you want to cry if they pass you up for someone else.
it hurts a bit more than usual when they say something mean to you.
and when they chose someone else over you...its painful.

this girl could be your best friend who doesn't even like the guy, but when you see them talking and laughing you just can't help but be jealous.
this girl could already have a boyfriend, but when you see them meeting at each other's lockers you want to be in her shoes.
this girl could be the most popular girl in school who only says a few words to him, but when you see him telling her a joke you've never heard you suddenly feel very insecure standing next to her even more so than before.

jealousy is the green eyed creature that gnaws at you from the inside and tries to burrow into your heart.

it's hard not to be jealous when you like someone so much.
especially when you're having such doubts about him ever returning the feelings.

my heart is already a little broken.
but jealousy shatters it.

i know.

i know a lot of things in life.

2+2=4
grass is usually green.
my dog's name is Sable.
i enjoy talking to said dog.
the sun is hot.
the jonas brothers are hot.

but even though i was right on all of those, that doesn't mean i'm always right.
NO ONE is always right.
hell, 20 questions told me i was thinking of an aardvark when i was thinking about my cell phone!
but i hate people who THINK they're always right.

the ones who NEVER listen to what other people say.
the ones who the SECOND they see something make up their minds about it.
the ones who find it their JOB to pass judgement on everything and everyone.
the ones who judge to make themselves feel important.
the ones who never give anyone second chances.

in fact when i hear the words OVERLY judgemental; a few people come to mind.

the worst reasoning for being judgemental about something?
"because it is"
"because i said so"
"just...'cause"
"i can tell"
"i know"

newsflash; you don't know EVERYTHING.
you're wrong too.
you're wrong A LOT, actually; sorry to break it to you!
you will forever go through life bitter and alone.
because no one likes a girl whose reasoning is "just 'cause...that's what i think...so i'm right."
because odds are; you're WRONG.